It all ends… – A REPOST

Life is about living… and dying.

No two days are alike. Sure, some things may always happen in every day like you always wake up to the same old blue painted room; always bathe inside your bathroom; and always go to the same old boring class; but no two days are alike simply because you are one day older – and hopefully, wiser. With age comes experience, yes. And also, with age comes wisdom. For wisdom is not taught to us by the pages of a book and not taught to us by the lines from a movie and a play. We learn wisdom as we go through our lives and live. What is the point of living when you are merely doing things routinely? A friend once said, the purpose of living is dying. He is correct. A friend also said, that life is about living. That is also true. Because when you do know why you are alive, then only then will accept that death comes to us all. Only then will you not be afraid of dying, and will you start living. The purpose of living, is dying because death completes life. Life is about living life to the fullest and knowing that death comes to all and all things come to an end. No two days are alike because today, you might die.

And that is what makes life the greatest gift. It encompasses all truths. It encompasses death, human emotions, instinct, contentment.

Oblivion is real, things will eventually be forgotten. But that doesn’t matter.

Because in our deathbed, the very thing we will think about is this:

We have lived a life more than life, and it is enough.

WHERE IS IT?

Where’s all my ME time? Where’s all the absolute spontaneity I get every weekend? Where are they, you might ask? I don’t know! Hahah. Lately, I’ve just been sitting in front of my computer watching God knows what and doing anything that comes to mind (those safe for work, okay? LoL) with my hands.

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What my table looks like most days.

That means, fidget here, fidget there, rubik’s cube solving here, writing there… anything really. The job I have now is a totally different one than the previous jobs I’ve had. My tasks are plenty, routinary, some of them menial, but I like it actually. I do hope I get to stay longer and that I don’t die of boredom. The scheduling is not much a problem for now, yet. I work 6 days a week, 9 hours a day and I get a one-hour break every afternoon. Not bad, for someone who has absolutely nothing better to do anyway but sit in front of a computer and daydream, right? I content myself most of the days with that one-hour break in between tasks at my job. The office is located at the heart of the city which means I’m only 5-10 minutes away from the mall and/or really good eateries and I am set to going to every tea house there is! Some days are boring, some days are fun…but that one hour break is what I always look forward to every day. I don’t get to watch movies every weekend like I used to now but I’m sure there will be Sundays when I can watch films too. Here’s to more days sitting and to losing my butt cheeks! 😀

SIX LETTERS – A REPOST

​Words are all I have

Words are what I wield

And yet with you, no words are needed.

You smile; and my day’s completed.
A day with you isn’t wasted.

Laughter and pain, shared together

I’ve never been this open before.

I’m comfortable with you – nothing more.
But eventually one loses the fight

Unrequited, unfavored and ignored

It hurts like hell at the end of the day

So I pretend it doesn’t; every single day.
It stings to see you in the company of another

But I dare not show it ‘cause I am nothing to you

Just that six letter word – nothing else.

I’ll be fine. This, I will soon repress.

But for now, I want to see you – A REPOST

There will always be people who will make you realize who you truly are. They will bring out the very best in you. they will also be the reason you’d see your worst. You are lucky if you find them early in life. Your aches will somehow be easy to endure. But for those whose true friends don’t appear until the very last minute, life can be even tougher than it already is.

Sometimes, giving up may seem like the option . But believe me, one day, true friends will come your way. The universe will help you find them.

And you’ll never be lonely once again.

But for now, I know I want to see you.

A RANT: I’M IN DENIAL JABBAWOCKEEZ LOST

A GOLIATH HAS BEEN DEFEATED. ARE THEY THE NEW HEROES? WILL WE HAVE NEW HEROES?

 

A rant on a very disappointing truth: Jabbawockeez got eliminated so early on in the first season of World of Dance and I am still in denial.

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I am a huge internet buff and so when I was browsing the internet one day, looking for cool stuff aka shows to watch out for June, I came across: World of Dance Premiere on May 30. Ain’t that just awesome? I binge-watched all seasons of ABDC and followed crews like I.Am.Me, Kinjaz, Sup3r Crew among others and yes – the Jabbawockeez. I am a fan of every dance reality TV show there is as evidenced by my ripping off the remote control from my brother’s hands when Dance Kids aired last year in my country. Anyways, according to NBC, the contestants will be divided into three divisions: junior (dancers ages 17 and under), upper (up to four adults), and team (five or more dancers, 18 and older). After four elimination round competitions, the winners of each division will compete against one another for the grand prize in the World Final. And this “grand prize” lives up to its name — it’s a cool $1 million.

 

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I AM PISSED! I AM GETTING CHILLS ALL OVER MY BODY! What little IQ I have left from the explosion that has just happened inside my brain cannot comprehend that this happened. World Of Dance, specifically Ne-Yo, Jennifer Lopez and Derek Hough judged wrongly twice! 2014-09-08-anger-negatively-affects-brain-and-body-mad.gifIt was hard enough that Quick Style didn’t go through the second round in the Upper Category, but now … now they eliminated Jabbawockeez too? And the worst part is… that no one saw it coming. Okay fine. I know that this is a competition and I should not be a sore loser of a fan.  Okay fine, I know nothing about judging a dance on a professional level because the only ever “best dance” I do is with really close peers and I do not do it in the way that these awesome crews do, but I… in that very unprofessional intellect on dance matter, cannot understand how they lost after executing such a clean routine! World. of. DANCE. Not world of COOL TRICKS and COOL GIMMICKS. But hey, sorry for getting too ahead of myself in the rant. I shall explain.

 

Where to start? Now, all of you may or may not know the history of the Jabbawockeez (JabbaWockeeZ) but I am sure you have at some point seen them. These ‘masked men’ are for me, the pioneers of the change in the dance industry of entertainment. Ever since they signed up for America’s Best Dance Crew in 2008, they have since changed the world of dance, forever. JabbaWockeeZ’s history shows them first having three main members which gradually grew based off on contacts and what I would assume as auditions for one to be a part of the crew. If you know anything about how these things go down, you’ll know that there will always be people and they will know people who will inturn, know people and the list goes on. This means then that members of one crew could consist of one from another crew and vice versa. Other crews like Kinjaz, Quest Crew, Sup3r Crew, KABA Modern, are made like this. With just the passion to dance and show it to the world.

World of Dance, an NBC show people have been clamouring for for quite some time. Imagine me chilling in the living room watching dance videos and then in one related video, I see Jabbawockeez auditioning! Wait? What? They are competing?! Are they even allowed to compete? Is this clickbait?

A lot of thoughts come swarming up in my head and be like, “this is a done deal, y’all” and “I can’t believe how long it’s been since I’ve seen them dance on TV”. They danced to Still feelin it by Mistah F.A.B still giving off that cool freestyle vibe and the humour that they have always been known for. But I sit there, after they dance – looking like I’ve seen every rainbow and pot of gold and the comments the judges are blah! WTF?! Uhmm… A-okay. They get through. AT least. But then for this routine they get an 86? I don’t really understand. I have always been living in the bubble that dancing should not be about the ‘in’ thing because like everything else, dancing is ART.

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What’s even pissing me off is the fact that some fans just don’t get it. They are acting like the ones they support is the best without even looking at it objectively. And one comment is just effin shit.

Jabbawockeez are old-school, the Kinjaz crew is what’s new today and they are the best dance crew there is right now. But whatever, the Jabbawockeez have done a lot to and for the art form and the industry itself and for me, they are legends.” Then there is this: “Kinjaz are trying so hard to be like the Jabbawockeez. Doing isolations and all those really cool stuff that the Jabbawockeez did before them.” I do not get it! Is he being nice? Is he being sarcastic? Which side is he on? Kinjaz for one is made up big names in itself already. Ben Chung one of the founding members of Kinjaz is a former Jabbawockee and they have KABA Modern former members and former member of ANBU too. Stop being a hypocrite! Respect all crews. Having known people who live the life, I know their hardships. Don’t hate on them. No one is ever more ‘in’ or can outdance someone. And I really feel bad for Quick Style but Keone and Mari should be judges! Not competitors! Just take a look at this video and listen to the conversation! LIKE FUCK! Why are you killing my tear ducts!

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I get it. I am a sad person. I should not be stressing myself over this.  Their life as professional dancers are not easy. My life as a fan watching the shows they compete in is not easy too. How can a clean routine get defeated by mere gimmicks? I have no disrespect for Ian Eastwood and The Young Lions. They should not have won that round. AND…. FROM AN 86 in the qualifiers, which seems to me like a quirky dance routine to a very clean dance routine and that awesome cannon move? THEY JUMP DOWN TO AN 84.7? I am just straight up pissed. Hough said it right. They were at a disadvantage. They are already famous. They have been since winning in 2008 and people expect a lot. BUT Phi Nguyen’s response is just as good. “We’re competing against our own catalog” and that… that is just what might make me want to watch this show to the end. Here is the full episode of the three-way battle that made me come out of hiding. 

 

BTW, Kinjaz did a sick routine in the second round, guys. If you wanna check their routine out, it’s right over here. Kinjaz was the runner-up in the 8th season of America’s Dance Crew.  

And I know.. You will probably like this one better but remember this:

HEROES ALWAYS GET REMEMBERED BUT YOU KNOW LEGENDS NEVER DIE.

 

Jabba didn’t win this round. Sadly. But they are a brand now, anyway. I should just go back to working. I’m out. Game of Thrones best not disappoint me! I should go ahead and bury my denial.