Juxtaposition for where we are now is
Obvious enough for me.
How easily those years of seemingly
Never-ending friendship got
Lost in the abyss of distance and time.
Love, lost and never found again. What
Once was a great name to speak became my silent
Yell. To the very
Depths of the black hole our connection has sunk itself in.
What once was a very happy
Adventure, became a painful memory even
Snakes and wild things pitied me.
Over. It was over.
Not even a falter, not even a sorry,
Call or text, none. We were done.
Everything we were, was lost and I was broken. For the very first time, I was.
And I have changed, since then.
For now, I no longer label things. I no longer
Rely on others. I have become my own person. Stronger. Better. Bolder.
I no longer seek for the company of others and no longer bother labeling my ‘friends’. You have taught me that
End is friend. There is over in lover and ships will eventually sink.
No. I am no longer the bitter girl you left, six years ago. I am stronger. You were the only one I bothered calling “best” but
Don’t worry. I hold no grudge. Because of you I saw the world for what it truly is.